Sunday, November 29, 2009

Tuesday, November 24, 2009


She really slimmed down, fantastic!

She really slimmed down, fantastic!


Tyra's after and before

Tyra’s after and before

As I woke up this morning I immediately look for my laptop and see the videos that I loaded last night..this morning rather is haven’t yet crashed because my server has a habit of crashing down and all of the time that I’m waiting for it to finish buffering was just put to waste. argh! And so I learned.

I’m currently watching and hook with America’s Next Top Model cylce 13 with their concept of “petite models”. Tyra wants to have short models that are not taller than 5′7 ft for her fall collection. If the reason for this concept is because she believes and wants to give a chance to the short people on fulfilling their all time dream to be a model or for the sake of “profit” , doesn’t really matters to me. All I’m up to is the drama in this competition (I love drama with action!haha..mean!) and some modelling techniques to guide my modelling career of

And the highlight of this season is the toned and slimmed tyra! That is just a wow! I was so busy this past few years and I haven’t got the chance to watch for ANTM since cycle 3. I simply just lose my interest to the show. And I’m seeing photos of Tyra who is getting bigger and bigger that is posted on different sites and blogs. I get the biggest shock of the day because I thought that this cycle is not the latest and Tyra is not yet fat on this one but I was wrong she was indeed slim at the present and yes, this is the latest. I am sooo happy for her. I know how she must have felt before with that excess fats on her arms,waist and thighs. It’s not cool and I’m one of those people who are into the thought of being thin is beautiful. The same with Tyra I’m giving my best effort to lose weight and to feel better of myself.

I know and I’m aware that some people are oppose to my standard of beauty but whatever you say like fat is pretty, beauty is in the eyes of the just can’t get away from the constructed beauty of the society and majority still believes that in order to be beautiful, you should lose those pounds. Even in the commercials you can’t see any fat girl or boy endorsing some products. If you look at the billboard it is a slim gal posing and wearing that branded shirt. Watch movies and drama you’ll get to see an anorexic villain creating chaos for the stick leading lady. It is how it is and it would never be like be fat and I’ll hire you to ramp on the catwalk. That might be harsh but that’s the reality so stop being hypocrite.

current music: She by Elvis Costello


Clipart Illustration of a Silhouetted Scorpion Over A Blue Scorpio Astrological Sign Of The Zodiac

Scorpio,myzodiac sign

Chinese years


Snake, sign of my year

Zodiacs, Signs of your year..does it really contribute to the things that are happening to you.

An hour ago I had a fight with my dad and I guess it’s my fault though he should have atleast control his temper. Oh no, here I goo again. Buddhism. Buddhism.Buddhism. LOL! My friends are always teasing me by saying buddhism whenever I’m getting angry because they know that I’m a self proclaimed Buddhist and I’m practicing the “being forgiving” individual that I should be and let the bad karma take it’s course.

Again, back to the topic. I was checking my facebook account a while ago and have read my daily horoscope and bam I got a little shock( very little, believe me). Because what was written really happens to me TODAY! I got to meet someone from the past- my highschool classmate and it also says something about focusing my whole attention on family matters and that is our fight. I can’t remember that exact words use but I find it amazing that somehow it’s quite similar. But at the end of the day I know that it is just a creation of my mind trying to give justice to the things that I’ve done and had passed to get away from any guilt and regrets. If only life can be dictated by this signs forever then it wouldn’t be hard for us to think of the reason for it’s existence.

Monday, November 23, 2009


Last movie I saw…
Infamous “end of the
world” transform to a

2012 (2009)

Directed by: Roland Emmerich


John Cusack

Amanda Peet

Chiwetel Ejiofor

I have watched this film last Saturday in Big Screen with my friends. I find it so funny that we choose to see this movie first before checking out our thesis for revision. (Well, who wants to that anyway!lol)

I have heard a lot of things about 2012 before I could even got the chance to see the movie or even it’s movie poster and the only thing that makes me familiar with the movie is the moment that I saw the trailer and the independence day concept stick to my mind with 2012 as it’s title. Some people whom I know are keep on telling me how fantastic the effects was and surpass the award winning film of all time, Titanic because of it’s highly acclaimed scene effects mixed with some drama. So I was like OH-MY-GOd! So this is really a good film huh! And I told myself that I need to watch it not only just online but on theaters for a better viewing of the scenes.

And the moment that I’m waiting for we enter the theater the guards that were checking on our bags told us that we would be standing because there are a lot of people that inside and I was like “okay”. But I really didn’t expect that warning to be true. When we check the seats on the second floor of the cinema we were like uh-huh so where are we going to seat?! and then we decided to let go of our “second floor seats” and we try our luck on searching for other available seats on the first floor and still, no luck. The sight is full of people standing in your left and right and some are sitting at the back and on the side and then boom! that’s it, I saw the center aisle and a man sitting near his girl( I guess!) on the floor and I followed his strategy because I don’t have any plans on torturing myself.haha.

The film begins and the people kept on rushing in, an evident proof of a HIT movie. So I was wondering why did they not make 2012 a two theater venue like what they did in new moon.(I can’t believe it! even the person in charge of arranging the venues were got seduced by edward!haha!bias!joke)

So the film ended and we are now sitting in the right seats and not on the floor. so what can I say about the film? OVERRATED!!!

The effects might be advanced than the other films and the concept of the modern Noah’s arch has caught the interest of many but still for me the hype over this movie is just too much! I love the drama here and there though. But it’s not enough and can’t be compared to titanic! I can’t believe that they see it that way, coz there’s no way that it can beat titanic. Because of the super nice effects some scenes became too funny and unrealistic. Though fair enough I really have a share of good laugh with this film and perhaps because of the aura of the audience that I’m with. But the final verdict , OVERRATED!

Friday, November 20, 2009

R.I.P Kim Daul

Kim Daul in her captured moments

Kim Daul in her captured moments

As I was looking through the pages of allkpop, I have seen an article about a South Korean supermodel who was found dead in her apartment in Paris. Kim Daul is the name of the international established model and it shocked me that we are on the same age but she’s definitely older by months and yet look how successful she did become. The reason of her death is not yet been clarified and is still under investigation though their’s a speculation that it could be an apartment suicide. Oh my God! if it’s a suicide naaah what a waste of life. But what do I know right? how can we judge those people that are now uncapable of defending theirselves.

Few days ago I “decided” that my dream is to be an International top ramp model so I was kinda fascinated these days on runways and catwalks until the break of this news lead to the birth of my ultimate idol “for the moment”.

After knowing who Kim daul is I’ve search her name for pictures and to see her blog because it is said that she is also famous on expressing her thoughts and ideas. And I was not disappointed and was indeed impress with the way she gets through the point of the matter. Like when she has this entry about her nude picture because of the for sure negative reaction of the netizens and talking about trashing Korea. And her defense to her action amazes me. There is this particular lines that was stamp on my mind, she says “Korea is Korea, It’s not the whole world. Before I became Korean, I am me first”, and that is a WOW for me. Nice counter attack. From that point I said to myself that I’ll gonna read all of her entry and learn something from it. In her writings, her true emotion reflects and though it is such a cliche I think it really proves that money and fame can’t buy happiness. I had observed that some of her entries talks about on being lonely, alone,overworked and lost and my mind keep on questioning why. What could possibly be her reason for being like that if she had almost all of the things that I wanted in my life.

My Questions became questions after questions that I know will still left to be a question because there’s no way that i could know the answer from a person who already reach the end of her life or rather ended her life.

Nevertheless Kim Daul owns my respect and admiration because it seems that she never gets anyone into trouble because she doesn’t mind what other people will do or think. And I like that principle, living your own life, minding your own stuff and looking over your self..oh I wish to apply it in reality because the society would eat the weakest and’s survival of the fittest.

Current Music: More to Life by Stacie Orrico

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Sensible day!

I start my morning with my typical morning routine. >>>checking my facebook for any updates or replies, reading news at allkpop and popseoul for the latest kpop gossips, checking out lyn’s blog and dirty laundry for lakorn updates and thai star gossips and lastly, checking my loaded videos in youtube. =p

After that I get ready for our ojt site super mega hunting that turns out to be uber duper bloody hunt. (I guess I need to give credit to those newly graduates that eventually got in to their desired jobs. Lucky you pipol!) From GMA to ABS to IBC and RPN we felt the need for MIRACLE!!!!

Why? Isn’t it obvious that if you haven’t got the chance to give your precious papers and that would be your resume, the chance of getting the job is not less than 10 percent out of 100 %. I need my good karma and I hope that would really work. But nonetheless my relatives saves my un-so-lucky day to a very “Family day”..tadah!

i got to meet my uncle and aunt that is both from my father side with my chubby little cousin and my aunt who is my mom’s sister that is together with her friend at Trinoma mall in north avenue.

Though we’re sometimes loss for words resulting to dead air, what matter’s is that we’re together and having a little chit chat here and there. I miss those times with each of one of them and I hope that this day would happen very often.


Thinking that you’re perfect is so fail!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

OJT jitters!!

Oh my! Tomorrow we will go to the orientation for our ojt and I’m super freaking nervous!I can’t explain why but it feels like I’m going to a real job interview and all the jazz. aaaaaahhhh!!! super duper panic mode! I’m not that confident with my!