Saturday, December 13, 2014

Direction

Eyes on the goal Kristine..eyes on the goal.

Thursday, December 11, 2014

God

I am sorry.
I love you!

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

07.12.14

Sunday, 7th of December, 'twas the highlight of the week, the date of our outreach. I've been involved in a Bible study at work for several months now, and I'm so blessed to be part of it.

There were a lot of things that happened on that wonderful day, and let's start by watching "Empress Ki" at 2am instead of doing some preparations on spreading the good news. hohohoho

It didn't really matter though because I arrived an hour earlier than our scheduled time. I was part of the 1st batch of the group that travelled to San Roque, Antipolo for the event. I was left with 2 of my colleagues, and participated with the Church's Sunday School, while the rest took advantage of the spare time, and went out for breakfast.

We attended after the church's service, communion, celebrated their 1st year's anniversary, and enjoyed the worship led by the youth.

We proceded right away to our program which didn't turn out to be easy. We had our struggles with the limited space, noise, number of participants, flow of program, guest, and gifts. And in God's grace we were able to end it with smile on everyone's faces.

I won't forget my "children", the impromptu
opening prayer, the noise ( hehehe), genuine smiles, and the warmth of their hugs. (and the scratches on my face hehehe)

We went after to Pioneer for the 7pm service of Victory, and headed to Ayala Triangle for the Christmas lights show which was unfortunately cancelled, and we had Typhoon Ruby to take the credit. We just ate at Glorietta, and had some discussions before we separated ways.

I was already sitting comfortably in a transit at costal when I thought I didn't have enough money. I panic for few minutes, and I thought of the ATM machine I saw before in that terminal, but it was unavailable when I checked it. I tried to master enough courage to ask random stranger for some penny, but I went instead inside the transit, prayed, and without any plans in mind, I checked again my bag, and presto, there was a crumpled 20 pesos bill. Thank you God.  ^_^

I woke up from a long sleep, and we were already at Dasma. We had a stop over at Manggahan when the accident happened.

Apparently, the bus did not stop at the right lane, and a motorcycle crashed into the left back side of the bus. I called my dad, and he fetched me at Manggahan. Thinking about it now, I was so sure back then that the man died, but maybe he is alive. If he has a family, I sincerely hope that he lives.

Was I terrified? No, but I felt sad for his kid in case he has one. If he did  not survive, then Kuya see you in heaven :)

On a happier note, there was this young man sitting beside me. His antics were pretty cute. Haha! I was originally seating near the aisle,and was sleeping like I own the bus haha(can't blame me, I was dead tired from all of the activites)when he woke me up, he asked me to exchanged seats so I can comfortably sleep. (Now, that's a keeper! Lol! Where are the rest of your kind mister?tsk) He initiated small talks by asking "what time is it?", my destination, and etc., and I was really tired so I did not pay attention to it. Before I left the bus he gave me a paper which turned out to be a letter. Cute!

A wonderful day indeed.

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Wild World

Our current jam: Wild World
Written & performed by Cat Stevens
Inspired by Patti D'Arbanville 


I love everything about it

Monday, December 1, 2014

Hi Dec!

December, would you help me reach my 60 books goal for 2014?!
T_T I'm now on my 17th book
pleasse!!!!!

Sunday, November 30, 2014

Thought

Love begins when the secrets are gone. -Plus nine boys

No wonder. I have tons.

Saturday, November 29, 2014

If Only

You said you are leaving me because you love me,
Those words that were uttered through tears, I can’t believe them.
But because you meant everything to me,
I refrain from holding you back, so as not to be a burden to you.
If you are doing what’s best for me, who is filled with memories of you,
If this is for my sake, who is collapsing little by little,
You should stay beside me, just as you are.
You can’t leave my side,
Even if I forget everything of this world, its ok,
If only I have him, if only I have him…
The times we laughed together,
The promises we made to each other,
I’ll remember them forever,
Think it through one more time,
You know what truly is best for me.
^ Watch over me forever by my side,
Don’t leave me,
Even if I forget everything of this world, its ok,
If only I have him, if only I have him…
If you are doing what’s best for me, who is filled with memories of you,
If you want to do what’s best for me, who is pathetically collapsing,
You should stay beside me, just as you are,
Don’t leave me.
Even if I forget everything of this world, its ok,
If only I have him, if only I have him…

Artist: Loveholic
Album: Nice Dream
Lyrics Translation: skywatcher123.wordpress.com

Monday, November 24, 2014

Martine

I dated a man last year for few months, and eventually we got in a relationship, but we broke up a day after our 2nd monthsary. After 6 months we got back together, and few days, or was it a week, and some days after our 1st monthsary that we broke up again.

I removed his numbers, all the photos, messages, and audio recordings. I untagged several status, erased message thread, photos, clicked unfollow and even deactivated my facebook account for some time.

But who am I kidding? His number is in my head, somewhere in the pages of my diary, photos were sent in my email and hidden in my phone. I regret erasing the messages and especially the viber conversation. I did unfollow him, but we are still friends, and friends with his friends, sister, cousins, and checking his page is far from something difficult to do.

I want to forget but almost everyone reminds me of him, from my workplace where he once worked to my friends. His cousin is also the partner of my friend, not just a friend but one of my closest. Funny how my social circle is entangled with his.

I tried to avoid the songs that would remind me of him, but All of Me is being played everywhere. Say Something is the main soundtrack of the film I love, and Flying Without Wings haunt me.

How can I forget?
Do I really want to forget?

Every 7th of the month, I remember you.
Every single day I remember us.
How can I forget?

I have faith in God. Things happen for a reason. Something good would happen from our situation. Is it already happening?

How can I forget?
Some days I am thinking that you were not good enough for me. But also some days I think I was not good enough for you. Now, I think it was the timing that wasn't right.

I have a lot of questions.
Why, what happened, a series of questions that I did not ask you after you did not answer the first time I tried to make sense of it all. But you  actually tried to explain, but pride already got in the way, and I let you go. I wasn't ready back then, I was hurt, and was still in denial to hear your explantion, but you did not insist, and you let go.

I want to forget.
But how can I forget?

Things might be different if we already built our lives years ago. If we met when we're both successful in our careers, and financially stable. If we are not immature, if we aren't fickle minded. If we engaged our families to our relationship. If we are honest to each other. If pride does not exist. If we really take time to know each other.
If we are really decided to be together.

I really want to forget, but I can't forget you.
Maybe not now, maybe in the future.
But how can I forget? I like to get over you in a week, but maybe it would take me months, and hopefully not years.

But then again, how can I forget?

Sunday, November 23, 2014

The Hunger Games: Mockingjay Madness

Yesterday, I saw the epic adaptation of Mockingjay, the first half of the book. And now, I am stuck thinking of the whole series.

"The Hanging Tree" is on repeat in my playlist, and yes, so much feelings, and I feel like crying..ahh Peeta :(

Someone told me that I get too attached to what I read. Yeah, he's right about that, spot on.


Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Meow

Guess what, I want a pet.

I want a persian cat. A tamed lazy chubby cat ^_^

I'm not an animal lover, no, let me rephrase that, I'm not "that" fond of animals. Hoho
But I can't help, but feel the need to share my overflowing love from God. 
Ahhhhh!! I want a cat! But I should have my own place first in the city. Now I want my own space. I want a unit! Haha 

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

25 Random Facts


1. I am a woman
2. 25 years old
3. In a relationship with God #bornagain
4. Blank Space #lss
5.Obsessing with Blank Space mv
6.In a transit (real time)
7.Feeling wonderful
8.Stuffed (burp...hmmm nomnom bihon)
9.Period (girl thing)
10. Strat planning in my mind
11.Doesn't feel like eating processed food (for now)
12.On leave!!!!!! At last
13.Stronger (charot!)
14.Pescetarian
15.52kg
16.5'4
17. Size 10
18. Scorpio
19.Snake
20.Bookworm
21.Cinematographer (someday)
22.Theater Actress (some days..feeling like one)
23. Dancing in my room - hobby
24. Not the sporty type
25. Lyrics - fascination



I'm Out!

Deserved quality time. Tuloy tuloy na ito hanggang end of the year.

Hmmm
mmmmmmm
What to do?

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

Unapproved Vacation Leaves

Tiring...
Stress eating..

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

QOTD


Credit: detoxifybar 


Monday, November 3, 2014

Now Happening

Hmmmm..
I'm trying..
I have four more days to make up my mind.

Detoxification

DETOXIFY 
to free (as a drug user or analcoholicfrom an intoxicating or an addictive substance in the bodyor from dependence on oraddiction to such a substance.

Job well done. I was(still is) able to control myself from the "addiction".


Me talking to myself:Way to go :) **pat at the back**


Credit: Merriam Webster

Friday, October 31, 2014

Day

You're truly faithful. Thank you mwah!

Dimples :)

                                  Cj ^_^



Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

I Try


I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

MATURITY

I am embracing you with open arms.  :)

Friday, October 10, 2014

Dear Sister

I was surprised, hurt, and it would be a lie if I'll say that I did not feel any bit of anger towards you. I want to ask what is wrong with you, but that would turn out to be the third time I "confronted" you. Think about it, we had our talks, serious talks, but it seems that you were not listening. There is really something wrong with you.

How I wish that things will get sorted if I'll let you know how I feel. The burden in my chest, the things I want to say, and feelings I have to express are all consuming, and draining me.

Why are you so negative in the first place? Don't you know how blessed you are, that all you can see are those petty issues which you don't even have to think about because they are not your business to begin with.

I'm praying for wisdom to handle this kind of situation. I am asking for God's guidance so I can get through you, and to help me understand you. I am asking for more patience, and strength to win against satan so I can release any hate, and negativity inside of me. We have a faithful God, and I have faith that he has purpose for whatever is happening with us. I'll try my hardest not to condemn you because God loves you, and I glorify him. He deserves it.

You're still one of my closest friends, and I'm still your friend. In God's grace my mind and heart will be cleared of worldly thoughts, and this too shall pass.

Note To Self


Daily Devotion: Day 2

Psalm 68:6

Thursday, October 9, 2014

Daily Devotion: Day 1

Acts 9:36

Prayer Fasting

Fasting = no Facebook

Lord, 

Please grant my prayer though I know that everything will happen in your time, and pace. I know you are faithful, and whatever will be your answer is surely for the better. 

The Mortal Instruments: City of Bones

Rating: 5/5

A Walk Among The Tombstones

Rating: 3/5

Sunday, September 28, 2014

Himig Handog

MAHAL KITA PERO..PERO..PERO🎶

Andi E.

You made me tear up :(

Friday, September 26, 2014

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Sunday, August 31, 2014

Airplane


English Translation:

I was scared of flying on this place called Love that carries us
I already know it will fall down soon
The rising feelings can’t be hidden, can’t be stopped, until where will it go?
Everything I know is being with you
Past the tall forest of buildings
Across the horizon, feeling overwhelmed
The air current shakes
Close your eyes and come with me
Come with me. Airplane. Love.
Come with me. Airplane. Love.
This plane that flies in the sky
That twirls the wind, that walks in the clouds, has taken off but
I believe in you, the one miracle,
The only person whose hand I hold
When I open my eyes, we will be falling down
The empty path without any heart fluttering
We can’t deny it, it’s over between us
Walking on top of the heavy gravity
Enduring the rough breaths, what will remain?
During this dangerous journey
If it’s you, come with me
Come with me. Airplane. Love.
Come with me. Airplane. Love.
This plane that flies in the sky
That twirls the wind, that walks in the clouds, has taken off but
I believe in you, the one miracle
The only person whose hand I hold
Ecstatic flying flying feeling faint even in joy
Falling falling (trust in our love)
High, higher higher, because you will catch me
zyou you you oh you
This plane that flies in the sky
That twirls the wind, that walks in the clouds, has taken off but
I believe in you, the one miracle
The only person whose hand I hold
The flight that twirled the wind, walked the clouds, is over but
I believe in the long-time fate, I believe in eternity
The only person whose hand I hold


Saturday, August 23, 2014

Friday, August 22, 2014

Physical pain

I'm so tired this week, and now I'm also sick. Great,..right.

I am actually dying to write about our Cambodia get away, however, I'm just too lazy to do it now. Boo!

I need to recharge. I haven't attended any service for almost 2 months. Tsk! 

I've been pre occupied with my dad's task for me, and I think it's also draining me.

Give me some energy Boss. -wink wink-

Friday, August 15, 2014

Bicentennial Man

Last movie I saw...
Bicentennial Man
(1999)

Directed by: 
Chris Colombus

Cast:
Robin Williams
Embeth Davidtz


A very heartwarming film. It's not unique in terms of the plot, and concept, but it has all the common attributes to make people laugh, and cry, and fall into the same pattern. The lesson of this film is also a known thought, but it can stir something inside you.

Well, old film really gets me. The acting is more raw, cinematography might be conservative, but it's still effective nonetheless. One of Robin Williams' good films.

Please be happy now RW :)






Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Wisdom

         Keep 'em coming BOSS. :)

Friday, July 25, 2014

Lydia Paek's Eyes Nose Lips

                               Beautiful!

Run away

Leaves not approved?

                                 No pay?!

                               Cambodia?!!!

Friday, July 18, 2014

Seen

Push?!
Watchathink master?

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Please!

Electricity line, pls!?

Contemplating

Buy?